like a fool

I'm confused.
I feel sick to my stomach.
I-
I don't know.
It's weird.
But-
I'm so happy.
Just forget the hospital-
just for a few seconds.
I'm so happy.
It's every single emotion
wrapped into one-
one super-emotion.
One super emotion that-
that controls me.
I always happy.
Always, so happy.
Something lame like,
dazed and confused.
But I'm not.
I'm happy.
And-
I'm sad,
depressed.
Butterflies.
And dizziness.
And I smile like a goof.
Sanity? I don't know-
where are you?
I'm in love.